Thursday, January 10, 2008

Two in a row!

So here I am, another day another blog. Not a whole lot has happened since my blog on Tuesday. On Monday I went to a job fair for Starbuck's. For some reason, this led to me believe that they were hiring, and I seemed to have a good shot at it. They told me they would call me on Wednesday either way.

They didn't call till about 3 o'clock, so that made me nervous right there. Then, when they finally called me back (right after I got home from turning more applications in) and told me that there wasn't any need for me in the market, or something like that. *sighs*

None of the other places I've put apps into have called back either. I'm somewhat hopeful about the theatre shop, but I'm trying not to get my hopes up, 'cause everytime I do that, they get crushed.

Be a pessimist and you'll never be disappointed XD

Anyways, this week my depression has been off and on. I think it was Tuesday when it was the worst. I thought about suicide for the first time in awhile. Didn't do anything, it was just one of those "The world would be better off without me" type of things. Oh how I wish I had an angel named Clarence Oddbody who would show me what the world would really be like without me. Haha.

Anyways, I'm doing much better today. Yesterday I had a few dips, but meh. *shrugs* I'm just thankful that I'm not 21 yet. That could have ended badly. But! I am not! And I'm rambling!

3 comments:

MrsTerri said...

Hey, I was wondering if you have updated your resume in a while? Maybe I could help you with that if you'd like. ??

~Shy~ said...

Hey Mrs Terri,
I actually posted this 2 years ago. I've since found 2 jobs, so things are going well, although I think I am going to start updating this blog more than twice every two years. lol.

MrsTerri said...

Yes...and you may want to be wary of people offering to proof your resume who lack attention-to-detail-skills! LOL!